A Nice Christmas Eve?

Whenever its Christmas time, it brings sheer joy.. But this time its not complete joy.. Some things are missing.. Three Long years of chasing a dream, the confusion on what to do next, the failures of loved ones.... all taking away the joy of the moment.. New dawn will be coming is the only hope that keep alive the soul..

Next is Life

Evening walks and friendly talks can definitely trigger some hidden passions to sprout in us. Such an event has led to this special topic of life. Many of us never think of it until late. The basic aim of life is enjoyment. Being confined to a small world of ours makes us feel that this is all about enjoyment. But it takes time to realize that there is a world beyond this confinement where our dreams can fly higher, our emotions can smell happiness, our ambitions can grow. And never it will be late if our hearts has the determination to go for the dreams. Everyone around us will be more happy if we rush towards that life. As my journey has just begun, its a shaky start but smooth roads will be awaiting me in the later part of the trip. If only I could take along all my dreamwalkers..

Whom are we Living for?

The question was asked long before. Then it was about the purpose of Individual life. But now I am being social. Whom are we living for? I am not considering the family, but asking about the society. Do the society really want us? The present situation is that most of us are being denied of justice to live. No one is interested in knowing whether we live or are fighting for living. Struggling for existence is becoming a crime. We are not being heard. We are not being sought after. The better we don't exist. If we are happy by our own, then its fine. But if we start thinking of making others happy, then its the beginning of the end. No one has the liberty to seek for the right for existence...

The Journey Continues

An outing into the beauty of nature was an added gift to the pleasure time I was having in the past few days. Internet, Bike, Books, Music, Films.. all my passions are at available at a distance of hand stretch.. What else should I hope for? Just thinking on it, and reached an answer- Romance! Did I miss it all the way till here? In the Long journey of Life, was that pit stop not accessible for me? I had taken the other way, the one less traveled by. But does that matter? Life has been enjoyable beyond romance. It was romantic in a way, by the grace of all my dears. Even now romantic moods are filling up the heart while communicating with my sweet fellow dream walkers.. Now its time to continue my journey towards my queen.. She is waiting for me.. That journey begins next Sunday..

The Unexpected Itenarary

The train of events that happened in the last two days have been unexpected to an extent. The sudden demise of someone turned my plans upside down. But to make things I do worthwhile, there always is a way. The decision to ride bike for 100km up and then back was sudden. New path was uncovered at nice and pleasant journey led me all the way through. The heat was not much of a problem except when it tempted me for a nap on the ride.

The prospect of a companion for a journey to home pushed me to make a night journey over to my land. It was a great experience. 300 km ride in a single day! I enjoyed a lot. My wish to have a long ride came true. The final lap was superb with the chilling breeze hitting the nose and freezing the fingers..

Winning Life

Love can win life for us. So I chose to Love. Hope I can win my life. But whom should I love? Whom shouldn't I love?

The Dilemma- To Do or Not To Do

What is in stores for the future? No one knows. But which way its should come is the choice of the individual. Most of the time such decisions could be easily made. But at certain instances it becomes so difficult.

Compare it to wetting in rain. When the rain showers, we usually hesitate to step out until and unless its an emergency. But once we feel the freshness of rain on our skin, we just wish to stay like that, completely wet ourselves and feel the chill. The decision was difficult to make!

Life takes us to such crucial points. Chosing from something we have and we are supposed to have is difficult. And here comes the choices- to do or not to do. The decision makes us help in decide our future. But it requires a comparison of today and tomorrow. Today what I am? Tomorrow what I Could be? which of the two parting roads would take me to desired destination? The point is that even when that path is less travelled one, try to know what happened to those who used it. I am trying.

Missing Journeys

It has been very long time since I had an expedition. May be the last was in september. The trip I took in renowned Jan Shatbthi Express! But it was an odd trip. Early morning departure put me into sleep very quickly so that I missed the purpose of the journey- sight seeing. What journey is it without seeing the marvels of the land you go through?

The hectic schedules and the multiple taskings are snatching away the time to be spend on making journeys. May be next month I can make it up. It is time to reincarnate. The new incarantion should make up all that has been missing. It should clear all those faults that had been comitted. Yes it is the right time, to start the new journey into life and places.

Rebirth or Initiation

Whatever it means, it was an exquisite experience. The worth of being an engineer could be realized from the day one itself. Our successors are admirable. They did a fantastic job. Three days of celebration was truly three days of once in lifetime experience. A techno-cultural fiesta which gave the feeling of first rain after long years of draught. Was it a rebirth? No is my answer. Its an initiation. The begining of a new dimension. The quest for perfection has began, touching all realms of education. Happy to be here as one among them, when they are learning to be outstanding.

Monsoon Retreat

The retreat of monsoon used to be a celebration time in our land. Now its season has definitely changed, months have changed, zodiacs have changed.. but.. the monsoon has to follow its retreat..

Dew Drops

Missing the days we celebrated. The feeling of a big family we used to be, with no difference of junior or seniors. With the sole aim of being happy, being together, to build up a place of which we could be proud in future. But where have that mission gone. Everyone became busy in between. In life everyone has to feel the pain of partition..

Memoirs Reconstructed

Lying in the bed after a long week, my mind just wishes to have a time travel. Tried to stop it at the point two years ago when I shifted my path which was in moving in wrong direction. But it is unwilling to stop. It wan't to go miles back. It is nearing the period six years ago, when I successfully completed the first year of engineering and now I am a senior! Rather one among the many seniors.
How beautiful is this life! Our campus is developing. From that single block to a big L shape. Hostels coming up. New canteen. New roads. Now as I started staying near to college, I could join the team of young radicals who gathers below the cashew tree. And what a team it was. Members of all batches, with full energy, gathering to discuss all but developement. We are missing something or a few things. Yes, we are missing mobile phones, we are missing internet, or in other words orkut, we are missing blogs. But the biggest thing we miss is rivalry. We were not bothered of what others didn't do. We were thinking what we could do. We were developing a compassion towards this institution.

Season of Love

The extraordinary feelings that I enjoy is all because of the divine energy of that heavenly emotion called Love. Its everywhere. Its in everything. Its in every job. Love is the extreme entertainment of life. Love, it enlightens the inner self. The poet who sleeps inside wakes up when love gently touches the heart.
Love is not the dramatic romance between two people. But its the language of hearts. The owners of the hearts can be sibliings, friends or even true lovers. My love is for everyone who cares and shares with me. And that is the biggest reason why I enjoy this a lot. I can see unseen places, I can enjoy unknown relations, I can hear extraordinary stories.. All because of the expression of love I recieve.

Inspiring Ideas

Whenever my mobile phone beeps with an SMS, I always expect a message full of energy in it. The idea conveyed by that short message means a lot for me. Sometimes it may be questions asked by friends, sometimes it may small talk, sometimes philosophy. But everytime my hope is that it gives me something positive..
The subjects of these messages has varied during years. Earlier it used to be just idiotic jokes. But now jokes has become sensible. Earlier it had romantic words describing friendship, and now romantic words has started to describe romance itself. Political ideas also has started streaming. This word of palmheld communication has widened so much that it has invoked some serious thinking, at least in me.
Nowadays some messages are delivered at the right occasion. Whenever the mind is feeling down, an inspiring message pops up and cheers up the fallen king. And the question that frames up is, who is inspiring? The SMS or the friend who has posted it?

What am I Engineering?

I'm an Engineer. Proud to be one. But what am I engineering? Quite complicated thought. Basically an engineer is supposed to craft things that support human lives. It is material. But here I am.. I'm not crafting materials. Rather, I'm moulding young engineers. That brings to me the question of being a good engineer. A good engineer is supposed to design his products to perfection. I'm not doing that, at present. Perfection in terms of my work need the most care. Those budding engineers need to be guided through activities of professionalism. They should be made aware of importance of themselves in the society. There lies the hurdle. Nowadays people seems not to be bothered of reason of existence. They are just thinking of academic merits alone. This has to change. I will have to make a Drawing Sheet, and pencil it with everything that can bring out outstanding engineers. Somebody definitly going to help in this..

Life is to enjoy

There has been times when I was thinking seriously about purpose of life. Could not conclude anything yet, but certainly I have understood that Enjoyment is A PURPOSE of life. Many would not agree with me. But I like to think it that way.
How we enjoy life may be a question. In my case, being close with loved ones is an enjoyment. Also I enjoy doing things with passion. I am achieving my life's purpose. Definitely I am!

Life has to change

As the cold breeze hits my nose while driving, I realize the beauty of nature. I can smell it of course. The four days, back at home was giving me every essence of nature. Even now, I can clearly hear the chirping of a variety of birds. If I go outside, I can see butterflies and dragonflies flying all over, birds collecting nectar, flowers smiling towards the light... Am I not missing these when I work? I should be thinking of doing something that keeps near to these memories. Should I? May be Yes, May be No. Butterflies are still there in my workplace. May not be as beautiful as these, but they too are a beauty to be watched. They too bring back memories of childhood. They symbolize a stolen generation, who has missed great memories that I'm lucky to have...

Anything but Meaningless

Mind is always full of questions. Whenever I feel to write something, questions pile up. What should I write? How much should it be? In what tone it should be? Most of the time these questions remains unanswered. I realized it.

It was then someone asked me those two questions:

1. What is this world best for?

2. What is best for this world?

Why think of the whole world? If think of ourselves. There were the answers.

Problems & Solutions.

Absolutely! We are best for problems. The best thing for us is solutions. I am happy.

Developement?

From childhood days, I have been dreaming to live in a land as I saw in movies, as I heard in fairy tales. A land with refreshing air, exquisite scenary, and not much of rush on the roads. Where we can hold together our hands and walk long way undisturbed. See the developement! My little town, where there used to be only few vehicles, which could easily be counted, has now changed to a sandwitch! What happened? Maybe because people started moving across. What happened to the roads? The potholes are big enough to swallow a truck! Ain't anyone feeling the trouble when they travel in their luxury limousines? As for the scenary, not much change from my dream. Trees have been replaced by buildings. Concrete too has its beauty. The civil engineer knows it well...

Love

Hearing the song ' kuch na kaho'(don't say anything.. : from film '1942 A love story'), it takes me a world far away from reality.. In that world of imagination, when I search for truth, I realize that somewhere love is raining in my heart.. That love enters as a gentle breeze.. Wonderful feeling.. All thoughts end up in this love.. Love is becoming the thrill of life.. Let it rain outside and love will blossom inside like a thousand flowers..

Traveller

Travelling is a fantastic experience. But how to enjoy it? When someone is travelling it should by smelling the air of all path you cover. That helps you to identify the land you once covered. Take a trip to Wayanad and you'll realize this fact. The moment ghats are over, and the entrance of wayanad gives a welcome freshness in air.

People travel to places unseen. But they leave their own places unseen. I love travelling in my own land. To revisit the magnificiant spots, again and again with a feeling of novelty every time. How could someone describe that feeling? Beyond words..

Prologue

The rain has a thousand words to speak.. it speaks, in a rhythm..