I hate protocols in life

Whenever I do something in the way I enjoy the most, I find a lot of people running over to me, speaking of protocol violation. Who made these rules? I never understand. Rules are for good. Rules are for happiness. Then why should we frame rules that hinder happiness. Even when I am doing my job, I feel the only rule necessary is to do justice to the work assigned and do it properly. How to do justice, How to make it proper are all matter of individual happiness and sense. Then why should everyone say, you shouldn't do it this way or that way?

Life: Drama?

My SMS crazy mind always gets wild seeing some special short messages. Nowadays the sparks to my imaginations are being generated by those messages. And those sparks ignite the fuel supplied by extra reading. I wonder how someone can write something without lot of reading, and also wonder how someone can abstain from writing when they reads a lot. 

Ah! Like any small talks, this write up is traveling far away from where it started. Back to SMS. When I was going through my inbox, came across one message which I seemed to have ignored reading at the time it was received. It said that when someone leaves us forever, we shouldn't try to stop the, but should realize that their part in our story is over. Is it so? I don't believe that life can be completely portrayed as a fictional work, nor life is a pure drama. Dramas and fictions do have resemblance to life. But that doesn't mean that life is just that. It has more. Moments play important role. The moment of parting cannot be the end. Next moment has something else to do. Our story is not something wrote and finished. Every act we do crafts the story into a different climax. Thats the spirit of  life

When the engines started roaring..

It is a pleasure or rather a feeling of excitement to see the engines roaring inside the lab building of the cursed college. Now its a realization of long conceived dreams. Though at the other end many plants are dying due to lack of nourishment, too see the budding of a long missed flower inside the garden is a bliss. It has definitely taken a long time. But it doesn't matter when it has become a reality. How long will the flower bloom, how long will other plants live are all questions yet to be answered. The biggest example of destroying a invaluable treasure is also showing some lights or flickering at times. That relieves the minds of those who are keeping alive the hope, even when they are sure about the unfavorable outcomes. For the time being its working. And it can be pointed to a visitor, here, we have these flowers. A smile of relief reaches the face.

And then..

First time ever its taking too long to read a book. Not because its not interesting, but because of the losing of tracks in between. The instincts are dying. Never gonna let it happen. There are hundreds of books to be read, hundred+ movies to be seen. Thats going to be real entertainment. When was a book last read? May be an year. Long time! 

Remembering my friend who introduced me to Enid Blyton books in school. It was then I found the world inside library. Before that readings had been limited to children's comics (though relatives used to describe it as book worm, it really wasn't). Enid Blyton to classics. Not a long journey. Ever since that libraries had been a hangout. After schools we had reunited to join a public library. But that didn't last long. Still those memoirs lead to the inspiration to read.

How has the reading time become lost will be unanswered. But to gain the lost treasure is one of the most happiest thing. The internet now has given a lot downloadable readings. Now the library is here. Re-entry is what required. Yes, I am standing at the entrance.

I always wanted to see change, But I could never!

The spirit of life lies in change. As some philosophy says, change is the only thing that doesn't change. But sometimes I doubt it. Always wanted to see some change. I have been trying for a change. But where is it? Life is teaching to keep away from the path of changes. Should I? Can I? I don't know. It pays a lot to bring changes. But I'm not rich enough! 

Now the change is myself. I'm reforming. Learning to have some provisions for long journey ahead. Learning how to make the ideas and beliefs sleep under the carpet. Because there are foxes dressed up as sheep trying to catch the lamb. Spider-man's uncle said "with great power comes great responsibilities". But the comic was read by children alone. Old men reads things that cannot be comprehended. And that makes all the trouble.

01.02.2010- Date Palindrome!

Feels that it has been long since something was posted. An SMS showing the specialty of the date prompts me to write. Palindrome- something that can be read the same way in either direction! Amazing concept! What if we could read life the same way? What if moving forward or backward doesn't make difference? Will that end all the fun?