Lonely in a crowd

A feeling of loneliness has been climbing up in the past which makes to be felt alone inside a crowd. Yes, the crowd is there, the large family of friends, romance and acquaintances.. But still..Why? No answers yet. Memories dragging to the past with much strength.. The trips I made in last few days reminded or rather made me go and visit my past. It was a happy feeling. But suddenly I realize that I'm staying inside a crowd of present. A feeling of living in a different time! 

The Unforgettable Faces

"Nalanda" is only a memory now. It was the parallel college in our locality. A group of young graduates in the village used to run it. I was lucky to have gone there, while I was in second standard. May be too young an age for someone to study in a parallel college! Nalanda was different world from school. It was a world of extraordinary knowledge. That may be the reason why I could still remember the old wooden walled class rooms of that institute. Many of the elderly acquaintances I got from there are still the very few faces that smile at me out of memory. What had happened to Nalanda? I couldn't know it, may because I was too young then to know. But those taught there, they are still very fond part of my life. Some has got into government service, some has gone abroad, some has turned into farming.. But they are still the most unforgettable faces of life that is never going to rewind itself!

The baby started crying again?

Yes, the baby had cried for milk earlier, and got a few drops of it. Then it had stopped crying thinking that it will be fed automatically. Or had it thought that it didn't need anymore milk? It had started playing, naughtily fighting and breaking its own toys. It had cried for seeking attention, it had cried louder than other children to show its power. But it had stopped crying for milk. It felt that it had grown up, it could now rule the world.

Now, on a fresh morning, unexpectedly it has started crying again for milk. It's a loud cry. The mother seemed to be ignoring it at first. As it has been two long days, she has promised to give some bottle milk. And the baby is stopping its cry? Did it only needed an offer of some bottle milk? Wasn't it asking to be breastfed? Will the bottle be served? Some question always stay unanswered!

Happy New Year

Happy New Year! Yes, though the last moments of 2009 was a bit grey( at least for the naughty mind), the first 23+ hours of 2010 is giving a lot of hope. A long day, with loads of things been with the right attitude is giving a lightness to heart. The hopes are now climbing up. This year is going to be wonderful. (Or, I'll make it!) A look back to the year that has passed by seems unnecessary. It has been wonderful in its own ways. A lot of gains, little pains, and thats all 2009 in brief. But that was an year in which me and my world had grown up. The ways to overcome pains have been simplified, the way of life have been simplified. The last few hours again put forward a great fact of my life. This animal never learns from the past, upholds the trust. Happy thing is that, all those realizations vanished as the new year broke. The person as it is good, carry forward was the resolution taken. And, it definitely going to work. Long lost relations had been gained in the past year, long needed relations will be gained this year. The Life will move forward in proper pace, all signs showing that dawn, and brightness is falling on the path being taken..