The Game of Zeroes..

The game of zeroes has begun. Its one week since this new phase of the wonderful life has began. Changes are always part of it. But this change is cultivating lots of enthusiasm. Finally a brain game controlled by the most powerful number has opened in front of me. Always wished to be around this number. Hope the game will be easily mastered.

One week from now its a time to get oriented towards the perfection of this game. What is to be oriented? Where to be oriented? Life is suddenly getting a steep upgradation. Nice journey upwards. The most interesting pleasure is the sight of seeing the numbers of the gatherers around the jackfruit growing. Experiences will be shared soon..

Clouds and Rain

A huge distance from the time I posted something. It seems I had been running at  a distance out of track from this blog tree. In this meantime the dark clouds have rolled up and strong downpour is flooding the planet. And now a time has come for drying up the clothes which had been wet in this rain, and has been splashed with mud.

wish to travel through life

Journeys are always a boon. It creates opportunities to smell, eat and live cultures. A simple journey across this small state can give us lot of tastes, lot of experiences. It has always been wonderful experiences visiting new and new places. This month began at the south of the "god's own country". Recent visits to that part of the state has helped to create an attachment to the place. The culture, lifestyle,food habits etc. all are different there. Earlier it was difficult to digest. But now it is acceptable. To eat the middle piece of the snake is an experience to be counted. Its truly worthy. Earlier had a perception about the character of people over there. But now realized that not all people are alike. Culture divides character also. 

Each day after these realizations, had been special. Rather started noticing specialty. Inside train, in theater, in bus, in office, everywhere people seem to contribute a new idea about life everyday. A man coming from a place at extreme south to the north for an exam, meeting a person from far east, advising him about the value of life, do seem to be doing a mission assigned to him. Similarly an elderly man attending an interview along with youngsters seems to provide the vision for moving ahead in life at any age. Life seem to be growing at a faster pace, gaining experience at a higher level and responsibility building up in a different mode.

Seed that developed in July

Inside the Jack-fruit this seed had taken some time to grow. No idea why it was hesitating to come out. But it always had to come. These days had been too hectic keeping me away from nourishing the fruit. Is it true? No. There was one more reason. Had kept myself away from the spiderweb for a few days also. No particular reason for doing so. Just that someone else had to leave impressions of life aided with this spider.

Monsoon is showing blessings. Water may seep into the roots. It brings taste into mouth when we smell the sweet fruit at wet climate. Yes, this monsoon is becoming the best season of the life-cycle of thus jack-fruit so far. It is going through the peak of its happy season. It has started to spread its sweet smell to the maximum extent possible. It is growing to be a big worthy fruit of taste and nourishment.

Clocks seems to have new engines..

Have been away from this space for more than a month. Didn't feel the time passing away with wings attached. In the words of a mechanical engineer, it seems that time has got an advanced engine with more torque! What all have happened? Lot of travelling. Lot of experiences. Lot of missing. But life is growing. The bag is emptying and filling up by itself. Emotions control and lose control. But in the end of troubled period, the fear has gone far away. Thanks to comforts gained recently.

The new phase of life which began recently seems to be getting smooth. Now, a few more solutions has to turn up. As somebody once told me, let my days begin with solutions rather than problems. But how can they come out when people around are trying to block its way? Someone fears to take the next step because of fear of losing happiness, someone fears to keep moving because of the fear of having a false step. Then, how can future unwind?

The happiest times during this sprint of clock was when there was confessions to be heard, when there was places to be seen and when there was people to listen without passing comments. Still there are frustrations to be released out. But the medium here makes me feel not powerful enough. So seeking for a powerful and different mode of travel to unleash the other side of life..

Taste Festival

The taste capital is truly here. Right in Zamorin's land. Days of hunting for tastes has a temporary intermission today, after three days. All tastes were marvelous and specific. A great experience.

The thought of the salty fruits still filling water in mouth. And the yummy peas roast. The dessert was the most precious one- Milk Sarbath. Only if someone told its secret ingredient! Not to forget Kalanthan's special shake. Then to taste long varieties of Halwa from sweet's own street. The beautiful trips winded up for a short while after having "Unnaka" & "Irachi Pathiri, prawns and squid in their own native tastes. The real taste festival will continue..

Student Again..

April's child is back as student. Not as wished to be, but still its making difference to be in the clothes of a beginner in a world of letters. The wonderful scientific art of reproducing words entices the enthusiastic mind. What a wonderful time it has been, learning the importance of time through interaction with various areas of science.

A week of enlightening has modified definitions of engineering and innovation as making life simpler, better & easier. What has happened has been a manifestation of perfection already within the inner self. A feel of responsibility, to make people around aware of what they should know, at the right time has been evoked. Hopes to move forward..

On my Mark, Getting set to Go..

A week of traveling, I got it as a bonus after I left my garden of dreams. The week started at the state capital. It was a different feeling when there was no assignments to be fulfilled on the next day. The journey back home started there. The night gave a terrific experience of the summer. But then, it was a pleasant journey. Back home, felt like a different world, with cool breeze touching the nose.

The idea of tracing back the paths traveled in school days popped up all of a sudden. After finishing some official works, left out. That was an amazing feeling. Non stop journey gave a feeling of being invisible. Truly invisible as I couldn't find any known faces on the way. It was also astonishing to see the places to have changed a lot from where I had left. Memories were lighting up the screen in front of me.

Its amazing that people always criticize when we do something worthy for humanity. But I was more amazed when people appreciated something I did for myself. Going on a pilgrimage, according to me, gives peace only for our own minds. When my week of journeys had pit-stop at a spot of worship, it was a sheer appreciation that flowed from all sides. But great feeling to get appreciated.

As the week ends, I am on the mark. Ready for the next race. The chill of mist at home is going to be missed for some days to come..

Second Inning declared!

Days to come are for the analysis of the overall performance of both innings that had lasted through long seven years...

Afraid of the World

Yes, I am afraid of this world. The question of how to live here is disturbing me day by day. Whatever you do, someone is there to put the hot pan under your seat. Wherever you go, stones come straight up the face from nowhere. How to live? The deeper the thought goes the lesser the chances of keeping head straight. A world unknown and untold is opening up when steps are being advanced into life. A world of power. A world of dishonesty. Is this the place I should live in? Question marks remains..

I hate protocols in life

Whenever I do something in the way I enjoy the most, I find a lot of people running over to me, speaking of protocol violation. Who made these rules? I never understand. Rules are for good. Rules are for happiness. Then why should we frame rules that hinder happiness. Even when I am doing my job, I feel the only rule necessary is to do justice to the work assigned and do it properly. How to do justice, How to make it proper are all matter of individual happiness and sense. Then why should everyone say, you shouldn't do it this way or that way?

Life: Drama?

My SMS crazy mind always gets wild seeing some special short messages. Nowadays the sparks to my imaginations are being generated by those messages. And those sparks ignite the fuel supplied by extra reading. I wonder how someone can write something without lot of reading, and also wonder how someone can abstain from writing when they reads a lot. 

Ah! Like any small talks, this write up is traveling far away from where it started. Back to SMS. When I was going through my inbox, came across one message which I seemed to have ignored reading at the time it was received. It said that when someone leaves us forever, we shouldn't try to stop the, but should realize that their part in our story is over. Is it so? I don't believe that life can be completely portrayed as a fictional work, nor life is a pure drama. Dramas and fictions do have resemblance to life. But that doesn't mean that life is just that. It has more. Moments play important role. The moment of parting cannot be the end. Next moment has something else to do. Our story is not something wrote and finished. Every act we do crafts the story into a different climax. Thats the spirit of  life

When the engines started roaring..

It is a pleasure or rather a feeling of excitement to see the engines roaring inside the lab building of the cursed college. Now its a realization of long conceived dreams. Though at the other end many plants are dying due to lack of nourishment, too see the budding of a long missed flower inside the garden is a bliss. It has definitely taken a long time. But it doesn't matter when it has become a reality. How long will the flower bloom, how long will other plants live are all questions yet to be answered. The biggest example of destroying a invaluable treasure is also showing some lights or flickering at times. That relieves the minds of those who are keeping alive the hope, even when they are sure about the unfavorable outcomes. For the time being its working. And it can be pointed to a visitor, here, we have these flowers. A smile of relief reaches the face.

And then..

First time ever its taking too long to read a book. Not because its not interesting, but because of the losing of tracks in between. The instincts are dying. Never gonna let it happen. There are hundreds of books to be read, hundred+ movies to be seen. Thats going to be real entertainment. When was a book last read? May be an year. Long time! 

Remembering my friend who introduced me to Enid Blyton books in school. It was then I found the world inside library. Before that readings had been limited to children's comics (though relatives used to describe it as book worm, it really wasn't). Enid Blyton to classics. Not a long journey. Ever since that libraries had been a hangout. After schools we had reunited to join a public library. But that didn't last long. Still those memoirs lead to the inspiration to read.

How has the reading time become lost will be unanswered. But to gain the lost treasure is one of the most happiest thing. The internet now has given a lot downloadable readings. Now the library is here. Re-entry is what required. Yes, I am standing at the entrance.

I always wanted to see change, But I could never!

The spirit of life lies in change. As some philosophy says, change is the only thing that doesn't change. But sometimes I doubt it. Always wanted to see some change. I have been trying for a change. But where is it? Life is teaching to keep away from the path of changes. Should I? Can I? I don't know. It pays a lot to bring changes. But I'm not rich enough! 

Now the change is myself. I'm reforming. Learning to have some provisions for long journey ahead. Learning how to make the ideas and beliefs sleep under the carpet. Because there are foxes dressed up as sheep trying to catch the lamb. Spider-man's uncle said "with great power comes great responsibilities". But the comic was read by children alone. Old men reads things that cannot be comprehended. And that makes all the trouble.

01.02.2010- Date Palindrome!

Feels that it has been long since something was posted. An SMS showing the specialty of the date prompts me to write. Palindrome- something that can be read the same way in either direction! Amazing concept! What if we could read life the same way? What if moving forward or backward doesn't make difference? Will that end all the fun?

Lonely in a crowd

A feeling of loneliness has been climbing up in the past which makes to be felt alone inside a crowd. Yes, the crowd is there, the large family of friends, romance and acquaintances.. But still..Why? No answers yet. Memories dragging to the past with much strength.. The trips I made in last few days reminded or rather made me go and visit my past. It was a happy feeling. But suddenly I realize that I'm staying inside a crowd of present. A feeling of living in a different time! 

The Unforgettable Faces

"Nalanda" is only a memory now. It was the parallel college in our locality. A group of young graduates in the village used to run it. I was lucky to have gone there, while I was in second standard. May be too young an age for someone to study in a parallel college! Nalanda was different world from school. It was a world of extraordinary knowledge. That may be the reason why I could still remember the old wooden walled class rooms of that institute. Many of the elderly acquaintances I got from there are still the very few faces that smile at me out of memory. What had happened to Nalanda? I couldn't know it, may because I was too young then to know. But those taught there, they are still very fond part of my life. Some has got into government service, some has gone abroad, some has turned into farming.. But they are still the most unforgettable faces of life that is never going to rewind itself!

The baby started crying again?

Yes, the baby had cried for milk earlier, and got a few drops of it. Then it had stopped crying thinking that it will be fed automatically. Or had it thought that it didn't need anymore milk? It had started playing, naughtily fighting and breaking its own toys. It had cried for seeking attention, it had cried louder than other children to show its power. But it had stopped crying for milk. It felt that it had grown up, it could now rule the world.

Now, on a fresh morning, unexpectedly it has started crying again for milk. It's a loud cry. The mother seemed to be ignoring it at first. As it has been two long days, she has promised to give some bottle milk. And the baby is stopping its cry? Did it only needed an offer of some bottle milk? Wasn't it asking to be breastfed? Will the bottle be served? Some question always stay unanswered!

Happy New Year

Happy New Year! Yes, though the last moments of 2009 was a bit grey( at least for the naughty mind), the first 23+ hours of 2010 is giving a lot of hope. A long day, with loads of things been with the right attitude is giving a lightness to heart. The hopes are now climbing up. This year is going to be wonderful. (Or, I'll make it!) A look back to the year that has passed by seems unnecessary. It has been wonderful in its own ways. A lot of gains, little pains, and thats all 2009 in brief. But that was an year in which me and my world had grown up. The ways to overcome pains have been simplified, the way of life have been simplified. The last few hours again put forward a great fact of my life. This animal never learns from the past, upholds the trust. Happy thing is that, all those realizations vanished as the new year broke. The person as it is good, carry forward was the resolution taken. And, it definitely going to work. Long lost relations had been gained in the past year, long needed relations will be gained this year. The Life will move forward in proper pace, all signs showing that dawn, and brightness is falling on the path being taken..